It seems that I am lost among the masses on Steem. I strive to bring nice little posts almost everyday yet for as little as things I write are seen I could literally write anything and it would not matter. I could cure cancer on paper or in this case a blog post and it would go as unnoticed as a spoonful of water in the ocean.
Right now for instance I am watching two and a half men episodes while baking a blueberry bundt cake. I have been using Kodi and various add-ons for years now. I have actually completely done away with live tv. The benefits of this are I have no commercials and I am not beat in the head with the never ending media onslaught on common sense. It is just my lady, my two dogs, and yours truly. Living in the middle of no place in North Dakota.
For years I have dreamed of starting a crypto-mining on a larger scale than just my pc. I have mined various coins over the years and I have always been fascinated by it. I have never had more than one machine capable on mining. Anytime I get close to being able to afford to buy or build some rigs the universe comes along and reminds me that I am forever destined to be poor. Quite honestly I do not know why I even bother having dreams or aspirations. I do not know why I continue to keep hope alive. A hope that I will get to go back to where I am from and see family or meet my grandchildren. I can barely keep my house as humble as it is.
As I write this I am almost positive that most people will not see it. I am but one voice of many lost in a sea of nothingness. Perhaps that is where I belong.