ever since I finished my duty in the army, 10 years ago, I have been thinking a lot about freedom.
how truely free am I?
what are my goals? are they really my goals?
when I am driving my car, and stuck in a traffic, this is one of the times which I feel not free at all . I am litererly stuck in the middle of the road and I cannot go out. even if I am very closed to my destination, no way to get out and walk or run with your own body and legs. or if you got to the road and so the traffic jam, you cannot take a utern and change your mind because you stuck.
in fridays its allways very hectic in the road near my home, especially near the supermarket area.
and as I was stuck in my car I suddenly came to realize that freedom can be even in very small changes in your life. for instance, if chose to go out of my home to the shopping in 8:00, most likely that there wouldnt be any traffic at all, and also in the shop itself less people and less sunny and hot out.
so by making a small change like getting out a tiny bit earlyer , I could earn more hours of relaxation, with less anxioty, and earn my freedom this way. I am in control of the situation actually.