I was once told that
friendship is love without its wings.
For loving someone so dearly,
my heart has been broken several times.
Putting behind the past and wanting to start over,
yet I experience it all over.
Why have I not found the friendship
they described as love without wings?
I wonder why
maybe I wasn't good enough?
Crazy thoughts cross my mind,
maybe I was forcing it too much
or I wasn't friendly enough,
I tried to change
but it was all the same.
I even left my real self
to search for this wonderful feeling.
But while I gave up,
I found one without trying so hard.
How happy I am to have you,
how blessed I am to have met you.
When I look back on days
when I was a friend hunter and how hurt I had felt,
I am comforted with the fact that I have you.
During my search,
I learnt that sometimes
trying so hard won't get you what to desire...
Diary of a lady in search for friendship
Thank you for your time.
My pen doesn't bleed, it speaks, with speed and ease.
My tongue is like the pen of a ready writer.
Olawalium; (Love's chemical content, in human form). Take a dose today: doctor's order.