Let me introduce myself: I am not awesome, my life is not special. I am a boring and shy guy.
People keep telling me that you have to believe in yourself and you can make it everywhere. This theory is wrong. I am trying to smile but people sense my fear. This deepest, inexplicable characteristic cannot be erased.
You think I feel sorry for myself? Probably. Another flaw in my personality.
You say life is what you make it. So, there is nobody else to blame but me.