I don't know, man. I got no words of wisdom, no thoughts to bounce off ya. Maybe I should write something deep, maybe I should talk to you about what's going on in my head, but maybe I don't know what's going on either. Or maybe I do. I don't know, all these people getting caught up in this "I don't know" mentality, if that makes any sense. And all they do is sit on their ass and try to "figure themselves out" to the point it's sick and it doesn't let you live.
I don't wanna be like that. I don't know much about myself either, but I know enough to understand I don't got time to sit around and think and "figure" shit out. Life's happening right now. You don't get a repeat.
There's no nice lady in the wings saying "Whenever you're ready, madam". This is it. You're either ready or you're not.
I know, I know. I keep coming back to this idea in my recent posts. I think. Pretty sure. Anyway, it's something that's on my mind, I suppose.
So, since I can't provide much wisdom, I figure I'll let a gentleman by the name of Sully Erna speak for a while. This song below has been my mood for a good few days. It's called "Crying Like a Bitch". And no, I'm not pissed off or anything. In fact, it's an extremely free feeling.
Makes you feel unapologetic, as you should most times. Listen. It applies to a lot of people you meet, both in the real world and online. Here, too, particularly of late. And I'm wondering if maybe he'd be okay with becoming my personal trainer. I mean, he doesn't have to do anything, which is only fair, as I have no money to actually pay him. But watch him, around minute one, where he says
I'm tougher than nails, I can promise you that/Step out of line and you get bitch slapped back
Doesn't he look like a guy who gets shit done? Like he's not sitting around moping, waiting for a better tomorrow. I really love watching those fifteen seconds. Sully Erna's a smart guy.
Also teaches you one needs a healthy balance in life. I mean compare the bare-chested man above to the sweetheart playing the piano below. What an incredibly versatile man. No seriously, if you only listen to one song today, let it be this one, because it's brilliant.
Anyway, I guess that's what's been on my mind. What's on yours? How are you spending the last days of summer?
See? I told you, summer (and life) passes, and one day soon, you will too.