Sometimes it gets really crazy. Even more crazy than usual.
I knew if I visited this particular person my head would go into a tailspin and I would become disoriented.
I thought, "Do I really want to do this?"
Answer, "Body building... spiritual body building."
And that was exactly what happened. But there was a surprise. The trap was reinforced since when I arrived for the visit there were two people there, not just one, that both offer a huge challenge for me to remain balanced.
Just as I expected, it is taking a couple of days to process the visit.
I see it as a spiritual body building exercise.
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
Bhima knew that. When Duryodhana threw him into the river to be killed by falling on upraised spikes but instead he landed in a pit poisonous water snakes that bit him. He became ten times stronger than before. The venom made him immune.