I am having a horrible day, i really should have stayed in bed where i know i am safe. Brain fog, my brain feels as if its swimming in a black tar, everything is twice as hard to do, whilst i am typing this it feels slow and jittery, so many mistakes but its helping me focus my brain on one thing. Would be nice if i had a reset button the same as a PC, I would press Ctr - Alt- Del then terminate the application that isn't working , wouldn't that make life easier.
I hate days like this, its like looking at the world through a dirty window, everything is distorted and mixed up. I have to think about what i need to do then do it, its like writing a list in my head then ticking it off. This pot is going to take me a while, i need to double check what i am writing.
The weather seems to be a little better, not so much rain today, I've opened the greenhouse letting the sun in to warm my seedlings. There is no changes from the last time i looked, some are getting very close to needing to be re-potted, more pots filled which will then leave me space for more jiffy pods and seeds. I have just received a box full of these pods, i can't wait to fill them and get them out in my garden.
These make gardening a lot easier, i lay them flat, fit as many as i can on to a tray then add water until they have swollen enough to soften the peat then place a seed into the pod, they can retain quite a bit if water so don't need watering as often. Once the seedling has grown and is strong enough just pick up and place where you want it. They are easy to re-pot as they hold together well as long as they haven been soaked to often. Whoever thought of these deserves a round of applause.
If the weather continues to be nice my plans for the next week will be filling thee jiffy pods, filling the greenhouse and hopefully filling my garden with more flowers. I still have to take photos for my garden journal and add some information that will help me do better next year.
We are starting to come out of isolation, allowed to do a little more and meet a few more people as long as we keep the 2m distance, i think Boris is rushing this hoping to save the economy ad not thinking about lives. They have been talking about a 2nd wave of the virus which i think is going to be just as bad as the 1st sue to a few people ignoring the instructions and coming and going as they please. We are still loosing around 200 people a day, this is still far to many to start thinking about moving forward. Money over lives seems to be the way these days, our lives count for nothing and to them we are just a number.
I am not doing what Boris says, i am still staying home as much as possible as is my husband and daughter, when we go out we were plastic gloves, masks and carry sanitiser and disinfectant wipes. I will start mixing with family again when the numbers are zero, i am not risking any of my family for his benefit. Unfortunately there are people amongst us who do no care, they think they are immune to the virus or think the virus is a lie. We all have to look after ourselves.
That is me done for today, its time for my bed, i need to sleep and hopefully tomorrow the fog will have lifted and i will be back to normal, well my kind of normal.