My loneliness is a girl. I think I love you so much that you give me back but I never want that to happen. I just love or love a girl when they do not pay attention to me, if they pay attention, care about me then I am uncomfortable. I do not want people like to care about themselves. I like the way you are cold to me. I can love you unilaterally so I do not need you to respond to my feelings. We can endure many things from this life to bring. Including death. And I know I have the capacity to endure a sense of distraction.