The most beautiful moments in my life is that when I know I'm getting pregnant. I felt so exited and a bunch of thoughts entered in my head. I was noticed since two week pregnancy. So I've enough time to imagine on my baby.
As usual of the first pregnancy , I have so many question all the time about him/ her.
Fig: Me: 8 month pregnancy
Is that boy or girl ?
Does he/she looks like me or his/her dad.
How big my baby is in just two weeks?
Which foods are good for baby's brain ?
Which actions are good for baby's health?
What kind of songs should i play for my baby? and so on..... I've searched every suggestions for new mom in internet. And I follow almost of them.
That is why one of Myanmar proverbs is so true for us. "The first child make crazy to parents" Yes, I'm like a fool for my baby. Fortunately, I was not suffered any morning sickness and never vomited. And I was able to eat everything what i wanted and able to go where i wanted without feeling nausea. This is the great gifts from god ever.
Of course, we know that not all births happen the way we plan.Even though I was willing to do vaginal delivery, my doctor didn't allow that way. She suggested that I should C-section delivery caused of my health condition. So I've not much suffered physical pain when my delivery. But I got nervous and fear the whole day before my operation.
Because this was my first time experience of operation ever and but also the major operation. So, I am totally nervous with all things of operation theater. Just like the green operation gown , operation hair mask, the cold operation bed, the surgeons and Anesthesia. But at least, I believe on my surgeons. That is the only way to relief my stress out. Once injected the anesthesia to my spinal cord, it's hurt more than i thought before. Later, my body is extremely cold as the side effect of anesthesia.And then i don't have feeling in touch. But I know my tummy was cutting, rending at that time. It was the awesome feeling.
Oh my god, is that my baby's song? It's amazing. I forgot everything of fear and tiredness once I hear his voice. The sweetest songs ever I heard is my baby's first crying. The child specialist pick my baby and bring him near me. I will never forget that moment because he is look at me. I thought he was not able to open his eye immediately after born. But he is. That's my amazing boy.
Fig: The 1st day in his new world.
Fig: 100 day baby
Fig: 9 month curiosity boy
Fig: I'm falling in love with this little black eyes
Now, my boy is 2 year and 8 month old. He grows so fast. And I have so many duties for him. For his education, for his health, for his EQ, for his IQ and so on. Only mommy's endless love can fulfill her baby's needs and wants. I believe that even I can't be the best mom, I will try my best for my son.
When he can read this post, I hope he will enjoy for my love letter and he will understand all mothers' love on the world.
Thank you for your reading my post.