Dissention.

2년 전

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This is when my heart sealed,
This is when I remembered strength.
In this moment,
I cry no more.

I sat beside his decaying flesh, his soul falling off like the leaves of autumn.
Oh sweet relief, when will this end, I'd thought I saw the flicker of deepest green toward me.
As my heart melted and moved tried and true towards my feet, I held his clasp in mine.
He swallows in a staggering breath, and just like that my resolve had come undone.

As despair sank his fangs deeper into my arteries, my lungs, my fevered conscience, my ever fraying will,
I steeled his gaze to mine and held strong and true to what would be my last moment.
I think at that moment I felt you leave, but maybe you were just searching for something more.
Maybe I realised that I could never be or become your everything, maybe you'd reached defeat.

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In the stillness of the night I remember that we held each other as though letting go would be our death,
In the stillness of the night I remember that you had that stillness in you buried deep.
I knew in this moment that I had to walk away, I had to dream just to see you once again since then.
I remember how we each would strive for meaningful interactions and how we always came away empty,
And so it was that I cried beside his pallor, now empty as your blinding light was extinguished.

Like a lovesickness I only look at you when I'm hungry,
And tonight as famished as I am - I steel my eyes away.
In this moment,
I cry no more.
I leave.

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Hugs, cheer up... i hope things get better for you and you have more smiles than frowns in the future!

found in PYPT discord, great poem. gonna read it later..

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You have a great talent. @dunstuff shared this post with us on #PYPT and I am glad he did! Along with many others I hope that you feel better soon. I am very familiar with sadness and the subject of death.

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just popped this in PYPT for you. It's really good.

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@dunstuff shared this sad tale on #PYPT and now I am looking for my tissues. <3

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This is an incredible piece of writing... raw and visceral... beautifully done and with such depth of feeling. I am glad @dunstuff shared this in PYPT. Bravo! 💜

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