It sad when all seem to be going on well, and suddenly bad news find it depressive way back. I have always prayed for mercies and grace of the lord and I am quite overwhelmed with the massive support from amazing friends. Sometimes I ask myself "who am I to receive this amazing love". Been completely down coz in as much as I try to solve my problems it just keeps multiplying. Have been quite down and it seems hope is gone. Surely its hard to understand my life, but my heart saddens. I am sorry for being a disappointment to my friends. I pray the good lord helps me in times like these.