A question I often ask myself

2년 전


What is it this feeling? A sense of not belonging, a sense of feeling out of place. I don't know know what it is. But I sure feel like I don't belong here, as human as I am, how am I not like the rest of us, if we are the same why don't people see me the same way? Is it my doing or is it theirs ?

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Everyone I meet wants to party, make money , start a new life for themselves , do a big for themselves, have a great job, be the best. But me on the other hand got no true intentions, living in a place where you do not belong makes you wanna look for the things that make you happy. But what really makes me happy? Sometimes I feel like I should end this world, sometimes I feel like everyone needs a chance to do what they want good or bad, sometimes it feels like there's nothing good or bad. But somewhere deep within myself I feel like there's nothing that can make me happy than look at the world where everyone else is happy and getting what they want. But how do I do that, I don't know ? I wish I did, but often I tend to ignore this question as it feels like it's hard to find an answer to this. Even on my happiest moments I can't stop to think that there is somebody out there feel bad about themselves. Someone who wishes that they had somebody to hold their hand and tell them everything is gonna be alright. If at all there is a way to make every person on the planet happy, how do I get there? My search for these answers continues...

Thank you for reading. Signing off now. I hope you have a great day coz you deserve it

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